Shotgun…

Dear blog,

Today was a very average day in my opinion. Now that I’m done with my 8 am class I woke up at about 10 am. Then I went back to sleep. Woke up at 11 am, went back to sleep. I finally woke up at about 12 something and threw off my covers, and went back to sleep again.

I don’t remember what time this vicious cycle actually ended but I eventally ended up using the computer for a bit, then mowing the lawn. Sorry, blog, I’m not very good with remembering details. I’m kinda happy cuz I was only supposed to mow the back yard, but then I remembered that I wanted to start serving my parents and helping out more so I mowed the front yard.

I did it diagonally too

More stuff happened, and I started feeling down while reading people’s Facebooks. You see, blog, recently I’ve been thinking about my lack of faith and how  much time I’ve wasted sleeping and internetting (You know, the usual ‘What am I doing with my life?” lamentation)  and it’s been pretty depressing, but also motivating. So I went to my room to pray about it and eventually fell asleep.

I had a dream about the salad at Ruby Tuesday and I woke up hungry and went downstairs. There wasn’t any salad. After I got back on the computer to practice talking to my friends on aim, and work on finishing this boring Korean movie that I’m not sure why I’m watching. I talked to a couple people, and got some advice from Lizelle on how to be organized (I’ve been working on that too.) After that (maybe about an hour ago) I started you and listened to the new Shiina Ringo single “Ariamaru Tomi” It was amazing and I love it.

Now…I’m just kinda…sitting, thinking about doing my devotion, but I’m still kinda stuck..cuz I don’t know which book to read…and I just realized I can type however I want on you. I was all worried about like…grammar and stuff, thinkin Jason would read this and be like “Pshh, I can spell.” But now I’m just like….whatever…

Maybe it’s bad to type so much on my first entry…Who’s actually gonna read all this

Well, I’ll just use you to send a message to the future me.

Dear Future me,

You need to start working on getting more organized if you seriously wanna do this retreat thing! Stop slouching, JERK! Clean your room!! Stop wondering if people are getting bored or something when you talk to them!! You need money! Either get a new job or start working more!! AND ALSO…

Oh…hey. Sorry, Blog. I forgot you were there. well…I’ll start actually posting more organized and thoughtful stuff on you in time..or not..But I mean, did you see Aaron and Lizelle’s blogs?? They’re all like…organized and useful. Who’s gonna grow by reading you? I’m sorry…that’s not your fault…Just give me some time, I’ll make you the greatest blog..nah..Like, you’ll be cool, don’t worry.

Hey, does putting spaces between my blurbs of text actually make this easier to read?

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